Sunday, 16 May 2010
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Love Caz xoxo xxxx
Saturday, 15 May 2010
This weekend will probably be the big move I should have all my stuff out by Monday. It's a bit scary moving out of the family home. I have done it before but I think I always knew back then that I'd be back. This time however it feels like it will be permanent (assuming Steven and I don't kill each other after the first week of living together) and that's a bit scary for me! It means I have no bedroom just for myself. No little space of my own where I can shut the door and ask people to leave me alone when I need peace and quiet. It means cooking and cleaning up after myself. It means being more responsible. It kind of feels like it's the final step to being an actual adult; and that is scary and sad and depressing. I feel like I should be more excited, and I am looking forward to living with Fleeto and Bayley as our own little family but leaving the nest aaahhhh!! Next thing you know Stevo will be telling me I'm to old to sleep with my Pound Puppy Heathrow and my teddies! (not gonna happen baby we are a package deal).
Sigh...ok well I am not sure exactly when I'll be connected when we move into the new place. Hopefully it'll only take a few days to get sorted and if not I'll just blog from school or come back home. I'll be trying to make more of an effort to make up for how shit i've been lately!
If any of you have some helpful advice or can relate to my scaredness please drop me a comment!! Will make me feel a whole lot better!!
Love lots Caz xoxo xxxx